I am a 31 year old woman with borderline personality disorder. I’ve tried to hide my “craziness” my entire life and I’m now finally willing to admit my struggles to myself and other (online) people. I recently heard a person who struggles with mental illness say, “the only way I healed was by sharing my feelings with other people”. I have recently had a major decline in my mental health, so badly that I fear losing everything in my life.  Hitting this bottom has prompted me to “get better” once and for all. I know for my whole entire life I have felt alone and misunderstood. I have had difficulty understanding how I feel. I hope by sharing my story I can navigate my own feelings while showing others they are not alone. Welcome to my journey.